Today I drove back from Hastings after my nieces graduation. It was just me and my two dogs and it was a dog day drive. I pulled over to gas up and get some grub. I looked over and there was a “one piece does it all” camper from the 1970′s just off the parking lot. It was leaning severely to the side and I was wondering how it drove at all because all the tires were aired up and it still leaned. I quickly pulled myself to task. Gassing up my car.
I’m off in la-la land and a very disheveled man came up to me. Long grey hair, greasy and uncombed along with a wrap around sweater and no t-shirt underneath were the major parts of his outfit. He had a gas can and asked if he could have some as they had run out and didn’t have any money. I gave him some gas in his empty can. He thanked me and I walked away and I stood there wondering how they were managing the whole food thing. Did they have something inside?
I quickly forgot his/their problems and was inside ordering some chicken strips and an extra-large pop. I’m trying to manage my way outside and find it difficult because the door is so heavy. The next door a man comes from behind and gets it for me. He immediately passes me walking by and tells me he’s taking some tacos to our wayward strangers, they looked like they need it. He was excited and went right up.
It was like I hit a brick wall. I should’ve been taking some food. I sunk into my car. I was supposed to be representing my Father. The thought immediately came to me that when my Heavenly Father took car of my needs, he took care of all of them. When we ask Him to fill us up, he does it all the way the first time. Our cans aren’t half empty.
As I drove away onto the interstate, I was thinking, “What was I thinking?” I knew better. I personally knew two families who had started feeding programs. One where I live now and one on the other side of the world. Sriyani started with just bringing a bag of rice every time she went to the beach. I have helped at both of them. I really felt convicted. I knew better but my heart had not been right.
An opportunity for my King was missed today. I don’t believe in guilt trips, but I do believe in learning. I hope I learned this lesson for the last time. Sometimes the most simple things can be glossed over easily but will mean so much for another person.
Today, I encourage everyone to look for those opportunities to serve, to witness, to care. We pray for God to open doors. I’m going to pray I don’t miss another door.




